"despererei" meaning in Italien

{
  "anagrams": [
    {
      "word": "presiedere"
    }
  ],
  "categories": [
    {
      "kind": "other",
      "name": "Formes de verbes en italien",
      "parents": [],
      "source": "w"
    },
    {
      "kind": "other",
      "name": "Italien",
      "orig": "italien",
      "parents": [],
      "source": "w"
    }
  ],
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "(io) despererei",
      "tags": [
        "conditional",
        "present"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Italien",
  "lang_code": "it",
  "pos": "verb",
  "pos_title": "Forme de verbe",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Wiktionnaire:Exemples manquants en italien",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        }
      ],
      "form_of": [
        {
          "word": "desperare"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "Première personne du singulier du conditionnel présent de desperare."
      ],
      "id": "fr-despererei-it-verb-CNnpLgqy"
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "\\de.spe.re.ˈrɛ.i\\"
    }
  ],
  "tags": [
    "form-of"
  ],
  "word": "despererei"
}

{
  "anagrams": [
    {
      "word": "presiedere"
    }
  ],
  "categories": [
    "Formes de verbes en italien",
    "italien"
  ],
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "(io) despererei",
      "tags": [
        "conditional",
        "present"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Italien",
  "lang_code": "it",
  "pos": "verb",
  "pos_title": "Forme de verbe",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        "Wiktionnaire:Exemples manquants en italien"
      ],
      "form_of": [
        {
          "word": "desperare"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "Première personne du singulier du conditionnel présent de desperare."
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "\\de.spe.re.ˈrɛ.i\\"
    }
  ],
  "tags": [
    "form-of"
  ],
  "word": "despererei"
}