"удерживаю" meaning in Russian

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  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "уде́рживаю",
      "tags": [
        "canonical"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "udérživaju",
      "tags": [
        "romanization"
      ]
    }
  ],
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        "head": "уде́рживаю"
      },
      "expansion": "уде́рживаю • (udérživaju)",
      "name": "head"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Russian",
  "lang_code": "ru",
  "pos": "verb",
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          "name": "Pages with 1 entry",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
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        },
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        }
      ],
      "form_of": [
        {
          "extra": "udérživatʹ",
          "word": "уде́рживать"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "first-person singular present indicative imperfective of уде́рживать (udérživatʹ)"
      ],
      "id": "en-удерживаю-ru-verb-RG1OhgbM",
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        [
          "уде́рживать",
          "удерживать#Russian"
        ]
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        "imperfective",
        "indicative",
        "present",
        "singular"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "[ʊˈdʲerʐɨvəjʊ]"
    }
  ],
  "word": "удерживаю"
}

{
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    {
      "form": "уде́рживаю",
      "tags": [
        "canonical"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "udérživaju",
      "tags": [
        "romanization"
      ]
    }
  ],
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        "1": "ru",
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        "head": "уде́рживаю"
      },
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      "name": "head"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Russian",
  "lang_code": "ru",
  "pos": "verb",
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        "Pages with entries",
        "Russian 5-syllable words",
        "Russian entries with incorrect language header",
        "Russian non-lemma forms",
        "Russian terms with IPA pronunciation",
        "Russian verb forms"
      ],
      "form_of": [
        {
          "extra": "udérživatʹ",
          "word": "уде́рживать"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "first-person singular present indicative imperfective of уде́рживать (udérživatʹ)"
      ],
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        [
          "уде́рживать",
          "удерживать#Russian"
        ]
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        "imperfective",
        "indicative",
        "present",
        "singular"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "[ʊˈdʲerʐɨvəjʊ]"
    }
  ],
  "word": "удерживаю"
}