"через не могу" meaning in Russian

{
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "че́рез не могу́",
      "tags": [
        "canonical"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "čérez ne mogú",
      "tags": [
        "romanization"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "head_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "ru",
        "2": "phrase",
        "head": "че́рез не могу́"
      },
      "expansion": "че́рез не могу́ • (čérez ne mogú)",
      "name": "head"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Russian",
  "lang_code": "ru",
  "pos": "phrase",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with 1 entry",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with entries",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Russian entries with incorrect language header",
          "parents": [
            "Entries with incorrect language header",
            "Entry maintenance"
          ],
          "source": "w"
        }
      ],
      "examples": [
        {
          "english": "I drank up the whole kombucha despite all struggles with it",
          "roman": "Ja dopila čajnyj kvas do dna čerez ne mogu",
          "text": "Я допила чайный квас до дна через не могу",
          "type": "example"
        },
        {
          "english": "I've not managed to learn this (mathematical) formula, even when I tried my best",
          "roman": "Etu formulu ja ne vyzubril daže čerez ne mogu",
          "text": "Эту формулу я не вызубрил даже через не могу",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "despite one's struggling with something"
      ],
      "id": "en-через_не_могу-ru-phrase-DfbU~zzb",
      "links": [
        [
          "struggling",
          "struggling"
        ]
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "[ˈt͡ɕerʲɪs nʲɪ‿mɐˈɡu]"
    }
  ],
  "word": "через не могу"
}

{
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "че́рез не могу́",
      "tags": [
        "canonical"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "čérez ne mogú",
      "tags": [
        "romanization"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "head_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "ru",
        "2": "phrase",
        "head": "че́рез не могу́"
      },
      "expansion": "че́рез не могу́ • (čérez ne mogú)",
      "name": "head"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Russian",
  "lang_code": "ru",
  "pos": "phrase",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        "Pages with 1 entry",
        "Pages with entries",
        "Russian entries with incorrect language header",
        "Russian lemmas",
        "Russian multiword terms",
        "Russian phrases",
        "Russian terms with IPA pronunciation",
        "Russian terms with usage examples"
      ],
      "examples": [
        {
          "english": "I drank up the whole kombucha despite all struggles with it",
          "roman": "Ja dopila čajnyj kvas do dna čerez ne mogu",
          "text": "Я допила чайный квас до дна через не могу",
          "type": "example"
        },
        {
          "english": "I've not managed to learn this (mathematical) formula, even when I tried my best",
          "roman": "Etu formulu ja ne vyzubril daže čerez ne mogu",
          "text": "Эту формулу я не вызубрил даже через не могу",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "despite one's struggling with something"
      ],
      "links": [
        [
          "struggling",
          "struggling"
        ]
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "[ˈt͡ɕerʲɪs nʲɪ‿mɐˈɡu]"
    }
  ],
  "word": "через не могу"
}