"хоть вешайся" meaning in Russian

{
  "etymology_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "even if I hang myself"
      },
      "expansion": "“even if I hang myself”",
      "name": "m-g"
    },
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "I might as well hang myself"
      },
      "expansion": "“I might as well hang myself”",
      "name": "m-g"
    },
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "even if I hang myself",
        "2": "I might as well hang myself"
      },
      "expansion": "Literally, “even if I hang myself”, or more loosely translated as “I might as well hang myself”",
      "name": "lit"
    }
  ],
  "etymology_text": "Literally, “even if I hang myself”, or more loosely translated as “I might as well hang myself”.",
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "хоть ве́шайся",
      "tags": [
        "canonical"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "xotʹ véšajsja",
      "tags": [
        "romanization"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "head_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "ru",
        "2": "idiom",
        "3": "",
        "head": "хоть ве́шайся"
      },
      "expansion": "хоть ве́шайся • (xotʹ véšajsja)",
      "name": "head"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Russian",
  "lang_code": "ru",
  "pos": "phrase",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with 1 entry",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with entries",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Russian entries with incorrect language header",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        }
      ],
      "examples": [
        {
          "bold_english_offsets": [
            [
              29,
              40
            ]
          ],
          "bold_roman_offsets": [
            [
              21,
              34
            ]
          ],
          "bold_text_offsets": [
            [
              23,
              36
            ]
          ],
          "english": "You don't believe me at all, what to do?",
          "roman": "Ne vérite mne nikák, xotʹ véšajsja.",
          "text": "Не ве́рите мне ника́к, хоть ве́шайся.",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "what to do?; nothing to do (expresses despair, inability to get out of a difficult situation)"
      ],
      "id": "en-хоть_вешайся-ru-phrase-uUWiFWIr",
      "links": [
        [
          "what",
          "what"
        ],
        [
          "do",
          "do"
        ],
        [
          "nothing",
          "nothing"
        ]
      ],
      "tags": [
        "idiomatic"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "[xotʲ ˈvʲeʂəjsʲə]"
    }
  ],
  "word": "хоть вешайся"
}

{
  "etymology_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "even if I hang myself"
      },
      "expansion": "“even if I hang myself”",
      "name": "m-g"
    },
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "I might as well hang myself"
      },
      "expansion": "“I might as well hang myself”",
      "name": "m-g"
    },
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "even if I hang myself",
        "2": "I might as well hang myself"
      },
      "expansion": "Literally, “even if I hang myself”, or more loosely translated as “I might as well hang myself”",
      "name": "lit"
    }
  ],
  "etymology_text": "Literally, “even if I hang myself”, or more loosely translated as “I might as well hang myself”.",
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "хоть ве́шайся",
      "tags": [
        "canonical"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "xotʹ véšajsja",
      "tags": [
        "romanization"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "head_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "ru",
        "2": "idiom",
        "3": "",
        "head": "хоть ве́шайся"
      },
      "expansion": "хоть ве́шайся • (xotʹ véšajsja)",
      "name": "head"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "Russian",
  "lang_code": "ru",
  "pos": "phrase",
  "senses": [
    {
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        "Pages with 1 entry",
        "Pages with entries",
        "Russian entries with incorrect language header",
        "Russian idioms",
        "Russian lemmas",
        "Russian multiword terms",
        "Russian phrases",
        "Russian terms with IPA pronunciation",
        "Russian terms with usage examples"
      ],
      "examples": [
        {
          "bold_english_offsets": [
            [
              29,
              40
            ]
          ],
          "bold_roman_offsets": [
            [
              21,
              34
            ]
          ],
          "bold_text_offsets": [
            [
              23,
              36
            ]
          ],
          "english": "You don't believe me at all, what to do?",
          "roman": "Ne vérite mne nikák, xotʹ véšajsja.",
          "text": "Не ве́рите мне ника́к, хоть ве́шайся.",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "what to do?; nothing to do (expresses despair, inability to get out of a difficult situation)"
      ],
      "links": [
        [
          "what",
          "what"
        ],
        [
          "do",
          "do"
        ],
        [
          "nothing",
          "nothing"
        ]
      ],
      "tags": [
        "idiomatic"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "[xotʲ ˈvʲeʂəjsʲə]"
    }
  ],
  "word": "хоть вешайся"
}