"pożądałam" meaning in Polish

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        "1": "pl",
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      "expansion": "pożądałam",
      "name": "head"
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  ],
  "hyphenation": [
    "po‧żą‧da‧łam"
  ],
  "lang": "Polish",
  "lang_code": "pl",
  "pos": "verb",
  "senses": [
    {
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          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with 1 entry",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
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          "source": "w"
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          "parents": [
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            "Entry maintenance"
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          "source": "w"
        }
      ],
      "form_of": [
        {
          "word": "pożądać"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "first-person singular feminine past of pożądać"
      ],
      "id": "en-pożądałam-pl-verb-AgHXBPiB",
      "links": [
        [
          "pożądać",
          "pożądać#Polish"
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      ],
      "tags": [
        "feminine",
        "first-person",
        "form-of",
        "past",
        "singular"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "/pɔ.ʐɔnˈda.wam/"
    },
    {
      "rhymes": "-awam"
    }
  ],
  "word": "pożądałam"
}

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    {
      "args": {
        "1": "pl",
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      },
      "expansion": "pożądałam",
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  ],
  "hyphenation": [
    "po‧żą‧da‧łam"
  ],
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  "lang_code": "pl",
  "pos": "verb",
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    {
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        "Pages with 1 entry",
        "Pages with entries",
        "Polish 4-syllable words",
        "Polish entries with incorrect language header",
        "Polish non-lemma forms",
        "Polish terms with IPA pronunciation",
        "Polish verb forms",
        "Rhymes:Polish/awam",
        "Rhymes:Polish/awam/4 syllables"
      ],
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        {
          "word": "pożądać"
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        "first-person singular feminine past of pożądać"
      ],
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        [
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          "pożądać#Polish"
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      ],
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        "feminine",
        "first-person",
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        "past",
        "singular"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "sounds": [
    {
      "ipa": "/pɔ.ʐɔnˈda.wam/"
    },
    {
      "rhymes": "-awam"
    }
  ],
  "word": "pożądałam"
}