"have to say for oneself" meaning in English

{
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "has to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "present",
        "singular",
        "third-person"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "having to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "present"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "had to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "past"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "had to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "past"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "head_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "have<has,,had> to say for oneself"
      },
      "expansion": "have to say for oneself (third-person singular simple present has to say for oneself, present participle having to say for oneself, simple past and past participle had to say for oneself)",
      "name": "en-verb"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "English",
  "lang_code": "en",
  "pos": "verb",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "English entries with incorrect language header",
          "parents": [
            "Entries with incorrect language header",
            "Entry maintenance"
          ],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with 1 entry",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        },
        {
          "kind": "other",
          "name": "Pages with entries",
          "parents": [],
          "source": "w"
        }
      ],
      "examples": [
        {
          "text": "Your teacher told me that you vandalized a library book today. I am very disappointed in you. What do you have to say for yourself? Now I don't know if I can trust you around library books.",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "Used with other words to show that someone lacks an explanation for what he or she is doing or has done."
      ],
      "id": "en-have_to_say_for_oneself-en-verb-Dw26QEA1"
    }
  ],
  "word": "have to say for oneself"
}

{
  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "has to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "present",
        "singular",
        "third-person"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "having to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "present"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "had to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "past"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "had to say for oneself",
      "tags": [
        "past"
      ]
    }
  ],
  "head_templates": [
    {
      "args": {
        "1": "have<has,,had> to say for oneself"
      },
      "expansion": "have to say for oneself (third-person singular simple present has to say for oneself, present participle having to say for oneself, simple past and past participle had to say for oneself)",
      "name": "en-verb"
    }
  ],
  "lang": "English",
  "lang_code": "en",
  "pos": "verb",
  "senses": [
    {
      "categories": [
        "English entries with incorrect language header",
        "English lemmas",
        "English multiword terms",
        "English terms with usage examples",
        "English verbs",
        "Pages with 1 entry",
        "Pages with entries"
      ],
      "examples": [
        {
          "text": "Your teacher told me that you vandalized a library book today. I am very disappointed in you. What do you have to say for yourself? Now I don't know if I can trust you around library books.",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "Used with other words to show that someone lacks an explanation for what he or she is doing or has done."
      ]
    }
  ],
  "word": "have to say for oneself"
}